Heads up.

Here's another Feather Thought personified. Steal and I hunt you down and kill you with a meat tenderizer and a piece of celery. Obviously I was in a weird mood when I wrote this the other day, but it's acutally a small part of something bigger. The author is not responsible for run on sentences or bad grammar or metaphors.

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Heads up.

Here's another Feather Thought personified. Steal and I hunt you down and kill you with a meat tenderizer and a piece of celery. Obviously I was in a weird mood when I wrote this the other day, but it's acutally a small part of something bigger. The author is not responsible for run on sentences or bad grammar or metaphors.

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Ye gods, I love weekends.

Got up at the crack of eleven thirty this morning. No one was around, so I walked around in my underwear rummaging for food in the kitchen till mom and my sister got home. Mom made bavarian creme dark chocolate donuts special for me, but by the time she told me and I ran out to buy some they were all gone. I love my mom.

Then we came back and watched Armageddon. Guess who cried like a baby? I've cried every single time I watched that movie.

Now it's after three, and I've taken a shower, and here I sit, typing. In shorts. Hold the motherfucking presses and break out the cameras, I'm wearing shorts. For once in my life. Is hell freezing over?

Ye gods, I love weekends.

Got up at the crack of eleven thirty this morning. No one was around, so I walked around in my underwear rummaging for food in the kitchen till mom and my sister got home. Mom made bavarian creme dark chocolate donuts special for me, but by the time she told me and I ran out to buy some they were all gone. I love my mom.

Then we came back and watched Armageddon. Guess who cried like a baby? I've cried every single time I watched that movie.

Now it's after three, and I've taken a shower, and here I sit, typing. In shorts. Hold the motherfucking presses and break out the cameras, I'm wearing shorts. For once in my life. Is hell freezing over?

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HEY!!! Anyone want to help me change the background? All this hosting stuff is confusing more computer illiterate me. Boo hoo and all that. Please take pity on me with this.

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HEY!!! Anyone want to help me change the background? All this hosting stuff is confusing more computer illiterate me. Boo hoo and all that. Please take pity on me with this.

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What's Your Love Style?


I believe in love, for other people- it seems like a great idea. Just not great for me.



Take the Which Madonna Video Are You? Quiz


Like this isn't reflecting my current mood. Ha ha.

I find this laughable.

Nyah.

Feeling extremely anti-social right now. Although I suppose that this time I have a reason- all this bullshit in my head has to get taken care of, one way or another. I thought it was until Friday when it was brought to my attention that it wasn't.

Except there's not a damn thing I can do about any of it.

Yeah, this is more or less a run-around-in-circles journal rant. Or something along those lines.

I just don't know anymore. You think you've got things all under control and then something happens to shake all the foundations you've laid.

This song makes me so incredibly homesick for a place that no longer exists. In that place the skyline always glitters, Nana lives on Bard Avenue, there's tomatoes and basil and a fig tree in the back yard, and rap music from the crack house around the corner is beautiful, because everyone is subconsciously moving to the beat. The lyrics have nothing to do with it, it's more or less the video. I lost a piece of myself when I lost that view.

And now I'm off on some completely fucked up tangent; I have no idea where it's going. Except I'm miserable and I'm too much of a coward to do anything about it but detach. It feels so strange letting this issue surface and thinking about trying to resolve it some other way than pretending it didn't happen and/or I wanted it to, or had planned it that way.

It wasn't my fault, it shouldn't have happened, but it is my fault, and it did. And it's going to tear me up inside, although I'm trying not to let it.

Nyah.

Feeling extremely anti-social right now. Although I suppose that this time I have a reason- all this bullshit in my head has to get taken care of, one way or another. I thought it was until Friday when it was brought to my attention that it wasn't.

Except there's not a damn thing I can do about any of it.

Yeah, this is more or less a run-around-in-circles journal rant. Or something along those lines.

I just don't know anymore. You think you've got things all under control and then something happens to shake all the foundations you've laid.

This song makes me so incredibly homesick for a place that no longer exists. In that place the skyline always glitters, Nana lives on Bard Avenue, there's tomatoes and basil and a fig tree in the back yard, and rap music from the crack house around the corner is beautiful, because everyone is subconsciously moving to the beat. The lyrics have nothing to do with it, it's more or less the video. I lost a piece of myself when I lost that view.

And now I'm off on some completely fucked up tangent; I have no idea where it's going. Except I'm miserable and I'm too much of a coward to do anything about it but detach. It feels so strange letting this issue surface and thinking about trying to resolve it some other way than pretending it didn't happen and/or I wanted it to, or had planned it that way.

It wasn't my fault, it shouldn't have happened, but it is my fault, and it did. And it's going to tear me up inside, although I'm trying not to let it.

Pics like this I remember why I like LegoButt so much.

*dies. Just dies. Messily. Slowly. Happily. Dies.*

We'll all be okay as long as Elf Boy doesn't fall off any helicopters walls.

Pics like this I remember why I like LegoButt so much.

*dies. Just dies. Messily. Slowly. Happily. Dies.*

We'll all be okay as long as Elf Boy doesn't fall off any helicopters walls.

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Tomorrow's going to be better, right? Right?
I'll get all of this out of my system tonight and put it behind me.
I'm already halfway there.
I won't chance onto any Sept. stuff.
I won't let my mistakes get to me.
I'll make more of an effort at work. (This is questionable.)
And that's about enough of that. It's so cliched-gung-ho feel good psych stuff. Ugh.

This song seems incredibly timeless to me. It reminds me of Elves for some reason. Other things, too, but that's really making a stretch and picking the lyrics apart.

Do you still remember, how we used to be,
Feeling together, believe in whatever,
My love has said to me,
Both of us were dreamers,
Young love in the sun,
Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave you,
We'd only just begun

Hasta manana, Always be mine
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting, like the sun,
Live Forever, for the moment,
Ever searching for the sun

Yes I still remember, every whisper word,
The touch of your skin, giving life from within,
Like a love song that I'd heard,
Slipping through our fingers, like the sands of time,
Promise made, every memory saved,
Has reflections in my mind

Hasta Manana, Always be mine
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting, like the sun,
Live Forever, for the moment,
Ever searching for the sun

But we're all alone now, was it just a dream,
Feelings untold, they will never be sold,
And the secret's safe with me

Hasta Manana, Always be mine
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting, like the sun,
Live Forever, for the moment,
Ever searching for the sun

"Viva Forever" ~Spice Girls (yeah. Kill me.)


"But we're all alone now, was it just a dream,
Feelings untold, they will never be sold,
And the secret's safe with me"

Hmm. I like that.

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Tomorrow's going to be better, right? Right?
I'll get all of this out of my system tonight and put it behind me.
I'm already halfway there.
I won't chance onto any Sept. stuff.
I won't let my mistakes get to me.
I'll make more of an effort at work. (This is questionable.)
And that's about enough of that. It's so cliched-gung-ho feel good psych stuff. Ugh.

This song seems incredibly timeless to me. It reminds me of Elves for some reason. Other things, too, but that's really making a stretch and picking the lyrics apart.

Do you still remember, how we used to be,
Feeling together, believe in whatever,
My love has said to me,
Both of us were dreamers,
Young love in the sun,
Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave you,
We'd only just begun

Hasta manana, Always be mine
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting, like the sun,
Live Forever, for the moment,
Ever searching for the sun

Yes I still remember, every whisper word,
The touch of your skin, giving life from within,
Like a love song that I'd heard,
Slipping through our fingers, like the sands of time,
Promise made, every memory saved,
Has reflections in my mind

Hasta Manana, Always be mine
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting, like the sun,
Live Forever, for the moment,
Ever searching for the sun

But we're all alone now, was it just a dream,
Feelings untold, they will never be sold,
And the secret's safe with me

Hasta Manana, Always be mine
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting, like the sun,
Live Forever, for the moment,
Ever searching for the sun

"Viva Forever" ~Spice Girls (yeah. Kill me.)


"But we're all alone now, was it just a dream,
Feelings untold, they will never be sold,
And the secret's safe with me"

Hmm. I like that.