Pensivness.
Jun. 29th, 2002 04:04 pmIt occurs to me that I should acknowledge the fact that I actually do have emotions. And after that I should learn how to deal with them instead of constantly detaching.
Or I can just move on from past mistakes and mishaps. Although I'm not quite sure there's any other way to do that than what I've been doing.
Sometimes I wish I could cry. Then I'm glad that I can't. The only times (with one exception) that I've ever cried are when someone dies or at the end of asteroid movies. I learned not to let myself cry a long time ago, and in retrospect I think it's a detriment.
Nothing to do about anything, now. Move on, and on and on.
Old wounds being reopened really, really suck. Whether or not it's good for you is not the point...
On Fujiyama
Under the midsummer moon
The snow melts, and falls
Again the same night.
Fuji no ne ni
Furi okeru yuki wa
Mina tzuki no
Mochi ni kenureba
Sono yo furi keri
~ Akahito
I think that's the last I will ever say on that particular subject.
Or I can just move on from past mistakes and mishaps. Although I'm not quite sure there's any other way to do that than what I've been doing.
Sometimes I wish I could cry. Then I'm glad that I can't. The only times (with one exception) that I've ever cried are when someone dies or at the end of asteroid movies. I learned not to let myself cry a long time ago, and in retrospect I think it's a detriment.
Nothing to do about anything, now. Move on, and on and on.
Old wounds being reopened really, really suck. Whether or not it's good for you is not the point...
On Fujiyama
Under the midsummer moon
The snow melts, and falls
Again the same night.
Fuji no ne ni
Furi okeru yuki wa
Mina tzuki no
Mochi ni kenureba
Sono yo furi keri
~ Akahito
I think that's the last I will ever say on that particular subject.