Jan. 28th, 2002

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Daria is the poster child for "teen misfit," and holds in high contempt what she sees as the shallowness and superficiality of the world around her. She is also cynical -- though she'd say she's "realistic" -- and mistrustful of authority, and doesn't hesitate to make her opinions known when she sees fit. She has a talent for writing, a sharp intellect, an even sharper tongue (her sarcasm could cut tempered steel), and a wit so dry it makes the Sahara look like a rain forest.


See which Greek Goddess you are.



5 women I admire]

01 Mom
02 My Aunt Sean
03 Alicia Keys
04 Kate Winslet
05 Angelina Jolie

[5 men I admire]

01 Dad
02 Ian McKellen
03 Bruce Springsteen
04 Christopher Walken
05 JC Chazez

[5 cravings]

01 Sleep
02 A sense of purpose
03 Maurice
04 Travel (Phoenix)
05 The ocean

[5 current songs]

01 “Troubles” Alicia Keys
02 “Stairway to Heaven” Led Zepplin
03 “Aniron” Enya
04 “Heart of the Ocean” Gaelic Storm
05 “Glory” from Rent

[5 current thoughts]

01 It’s 1:11 am make a wish
02 I’m angsty and restless
03 Money is our friend
04 Have to get the hell out of here
05 I have the day off so I’m going to write

[5 most wanted CDs]

01 “Songs in A Minor” Alicia Keys (My copy is in Jersey)
02 "Tidal" - Fiona Apple
03 “Whoa Nelly” Nelly Furtado
04 “Rent” Broadway Musical
05 “Lord of the Rings” Soundtrack

[5 most wanted items]

01 a Kawasaki Ninja ZZR1200 or ZX6R
02 my skates back
03 round trip ticket to New Zealand, Egypt, or Ireland
04 an apartment on Central Park West
05 a custom bow and quiver set
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Daria is the poster child for "teen misfit," and holds in high contempt what she sees as the shallowness and superficiality of the world around her. She is also cynical -- though she'd say she's "realistic" -- and mistrustful of authority, and doesn't hesitate to make her opinions known when she sees fit. She has a talent for writing, a sharp intellect, an even sharper tongue (her sarcasm could cut tempered steel), and a wit so dry it makes the Sahara look like a rain forest.


See which Greek Goddess you are.



5 women I admire]

01 Mom
02 My Aunt Sean
03 Alicia Keys
04 Kate Winslet
05 Angelina Jolie

[5 men I admire]

01 Dad
02 Ian McKellen
03 Bruce Springsteen
04 Christopher Walken
05 JC Chazez

[5 cravings]

01 Sleep
02 A sense of purpose
03 Maurice
04 Travel (Phoenix)
05 The ocean

[5 current songs]

01 “Troubles” Alicia Keys
02 “Stairway to Heaven” Led Zepplin
03 “Aniron” Enya
04 “Heart of the Ocean” Gaelic Storm
05 “Glory” from Rent

[5 current thoughts]

01 It’s 1:11 am make a wish
02 I’m angsty and restless
03 Money is our friend
04 Have to get the hell out of here
05 I have the day off so I’m going to write

[5 most wanted CDs]

01 “Songs in A Minor” Alicia Keys (My copy is in Jersey)
02 "Tidal" - Fiona Apple
03 “Whoa Nelly” Nelly Furtado
04 “Rent” Broadway Musical
05 “Lord of the Rings” Soundtrack

[5 most wanted items]

01 a Kawasaki Ninja ZZR1200 or ZX6R
02 my skates back
03 round trip ticket to New Zealand, Egypt, or Ireland
04 an apartment on Central Park West
05 a custom bow and quiver set

:: sigh ::

Jan. 28th, 2002 11:43 am
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Dad gave me the day off from work today. I'm not quite sure why- suspect he's still "worried" about me and doesn't want me to "overdo it..." Bloody Hell.

Just found out Ilene has an extremely rare form of cancer. There are two types; one you die in six months, the other you have up to five years left. Jesus. I can't believe this. I just can't believe it. Not Ilene. This is the last thing anyone needs, right now. It never stops.

They had Christine's memorial service this weekend. Aunt Sean and Nana went. Ellen was waiting for a body to come back, but I don't think any are going to at this point. Between the weight of all the material, the way the Towers fell down, and the amount of time it's been- I just don't think that they're going to find any more identifiable bodies in there, that's all. But Chris talked her into doing the memorial, and said that if they did find a body, they'd just have a funeral. I think they had a funeral for Billy, though. I'm not quite sure but I think he was one of the sixteen firemen that they found right away.

"If you're troubled... you just gotta let it go..."

Yeah, sing it, Alicia.

Since I have the day off I suppose I should work on some writing. Start that one novel and all, now that I have the notes for it. And work on the other one. I've been doing way too much fanfic lately. Time to get some real work done.

:: sigh ::

Jan. 28th, 2002 11:43 am
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Dad gave me the day off from work today. I'm not quite sure why- suspect he's still "worried" about me and doesn't want me to "overdo it..." Bloody Hell.

Just found out Ilene has an extremely rare form of cancer. There are two types; one you die in six months, the other you have up to five years left. Jesus. I can't believe this. I just can't believe it. Not Ilene. This is the last thing anyone needs, right now. It never stops.

They had Christine's memorial service this weekend. Aunt Sean and Nana went. Ellen was waiting for a body to come back, but I don't think any are going to at this point. Between the weight of all the material, the way the Towers fell down, and the amount of time it's been- I just don't think that they're going to find any more identifiable bodies in there, that's all. But Chris talked her into doing the memorial, and said that if they did find a body, they'd just have a funeral. I think they had a funeral for Billy, though. I'm not quite sure but I think he was one of the sixteen firemen that they found right away.

"If you're troubled... you just gotta let it go..."

Yeah, sing it, Alicia.

Since I have the day off I suppose I should work on some writing. Start that one novel and all, now that I have the notes for it. And work on the other one. I've been doing way too much fanfic lately. Time to get some real work done.
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You're Lulu. You seem a little insensitive to those who don't know you very well, due to your cynical nature. Your mind is always thinking of things, big and small. You have a tough time of letting go of the past. You also like to bash people with plushies for fun and then fry them up with some tasty magic~! XD
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Jan. 28th, 2002 05:30 pm
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I want some pizza.

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Jan. 28th, 2002 05:30 pm
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I want some pizza.
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I’ve just read an article that says that humans are altruistic creatures. It’s an interesting article, which sounds mostly true. Stemming from the whole Enron issue, it’s about how we all seem to turn on and despise cheaters, no matter what the background is. The same can be said for relationships- “She cheated?! What a bitch.” As yet I have not decided whether or not altruism is a bad thing. Would I take a bullet for someone I loved? Yes. Would I take a bullet for some poor bastard walking down the street? Yes. Does that make me altruistic? Seems like. The human psyche is just too much for me to wrestle with right now. I guess I should figure myself out first, you know?

Heh. Here’s altruism for you: Always forgive your enemies. Nothing pisses them off more.

But maybe I’m just being cynical? I’m in that kind of mindset.

I try to have faith in people, in myself, and in the order of living things which I guess exists. Things are born; things die. All you can do is learn to accept that, as harsh and impersonal as it is, and move on. If that’s what faith is it’s pretty dismal.
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I’ve just read an article that says that humans are altruistic creatures. It’s an interesting article, which sounds mostly true. Stemming from the whole Enron issue, it’s about how we all seem to turn on and despise cheaters, no matter what the background is. The same can be said for relationships- “She cheated?! What a bitch.” As yet I have not decided whether or not altruism is a bad thing. Would I take a bullet for someone I loved? Yes. Would I take a bullet for some poor bastard walking down the street? Yes. Does that make me altruistic? Seems like. The human psyche is just too much for me to wrestle with right now. I guess I should figure myself out first, you know?

Heh. Here’s altruism for you: Always forgive your enemies. Nothing pisses them off more.

But maybe I’m just being cynical? I’m in that kind of mindset.

I try to have faith in people, in myself, and in the order of living things which I guess exists. Things are born; things die. All you can do is learn to accept that, as harsh and impersonal as it is, and move on. If that’s what faith is it’s pretty dismal.
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Full Name: H.N.A
Nicknames: Feather, Night Rider, Ariana, Sumiko, Ringfan (ha ha Kate) the list goes ever on and on…
Gender: Female.
Natural Hair Color: dark brown.
Hair Color Currently: auburn.
Eye Color At Birth: deep blue.
Eye Color Currently: damned if I know. It changes with the weather.
Do you have a pic? Yes.
Do you have a webpage? This is as close as it comes.
Height Currently: 5’8”.
Glasses/Contacts: no, but I want brown contacts just because.
Zodiac Sign: Sag, but only on the surface.
Siblings: a sister.
G P A : if I had one I’m sure it would be bad.
College Plans: one day, when the adventures are over.
Planned College Major: English/languages
Who Can You Usually Be Found With: right now, Kate and Tom. In AZ, Alta and Tamara.
Do you have a pager: yes.
Are You Center Of Attention Or Wallflower: I’m the weird chick halfway from the corner to the door.
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: my mom’s car, but I WANT a Kawasaki Ninja ZZR1200.
Who Do You Know Personally That Has The Best Car: Alta. Neons rock.
Are You Timely Or Always Late: I’m always on time but my dad isn’t- therefore, I’m always late.
Would You Rather Be With Friends Or On A Date: I date my friends.


Where Is The Best Hangout: 121. or, anywhere with swings.
Do You Have A Job: yep
Do You Like Being Around People: Depends on the people.
Who Is Your Role Model: a little bit of a bunch of different people.
Do you have any piercings? Just my ears.
What Are Your Pet Peeves: bad manners, people who chew with their mouth open.
Describe yourself in words: eccentric, without the money.
Have You Ever Been In Love: yes.
Have You Ever Liked Someone You Had No Chance With?: Yes. His name is Lance Bass.
Have You Ever Cried over The Opposite Sex: no.
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After?: I don’t “go after” people, but I tend to gravitate towards blonde haired/light eyed guys.
Ever want to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: no.

Ever Been Truly "In-Love": still pending.
Rather Be Dumper Or Dumped: dumper.
Most annoying thing in the world: britney spears.
Hottest female: from an objective standpoint, I’d have to say Angelina Jolie. The guys think so, anyway. Or Natalie Portman.
Hottest male: JC Chasez, Viggo Mortensen (I find it odd that I’m saying that. He’s creepy and old.)
Rather Have A Relationship Or A "Hookup": er. Hookup.
Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: yes and no, and yes.
Ever Liked Your Best Guy/Girl Friend: yeah, a couple of times.
Are You Lonely Right Now: yeah, but it’s all good.
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: I don’t want to get married. Ever.
Do You Want To Get Married: see above.
Do You Want Kids: NONONONONONONONONONONO
How many? Again, see above.
What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Physical Being: my eyes are kind of cool.
What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Emotional Being: I don’t know.
Are You Happy With You: mostly. I’m not gonna complain.
Are You Happy With Your Life: what’s not to be happy about?
What's your favorite type of ice? Skating ice. :: drool ::
What's your favorite zoo exhibit? The aviary.
Who's your favorite Seseme Street Character? Gotta love the worm dudes.
Who's better: Disney or Warner Bros? Warner bros. I remember “tiny toons” and “animaniacs” quite fondly.
What makes you laugh?: pants. Seriously.
What's your favorite Quote: “There may not be a tomorrow, and even if there is, no one gives a damn.”
What's your favorite Room In house: bathroom. Living room. Dining room, kitchen… I just wish I had a bathtub and not just a dinky shower stall.
What's your favorite Girl's Names: I like weird ones and old fashioned ones: Isadora, Trinity, Galadriel, Gabriel, Aisling, Angela, Rosalita, Josephine.
What's your favorite Guys Names: Xander and Darren.
What's your favorite Ice cream: coffee, peanut butter cup.
Who's your favorite Person to talk to about your problems: different people for different problems.
Who's your bestfriend? I’ve got way too many best friends, but it all comes down to Jeannette, Anna, Kate, Alta, and Tamara.
What's your favorite Type of music: depends on what mood I’m in. anything but country.
What's your favorite Magazine: dance, skating, national geographic, traveler
What's your favorite Movie: Last of the Mohicans, LOTR, Big Trouble in Little China, and I like Joe Dirt in spite of myself.
What's your favorite Beverage: water, coke.
What's your favorite Candy: when I bite into a York Peppermint Pattie, I get the sensation… that I’m crossing a mountain with nine annoying people who do nothing but argue! YAAAAHOOOOOO!!!!
What's your favorite Gum: dentyne, and that coolerz stuff that Tamara got that I have yet to see in this part of the world.
What's your favorite Sport To Play: figure skating, equestrian, archery.
What's your favorite Sport To Watch: see above, minus archery.
What's your favorite Subject In School: creative writing.
What's your favorite Time of Day: twilight.
What's your favorite Numbers: 24, 32.
What's your favorite Salad Dressing: Italian, although that Vidalia Onion stuff in my fridge runs a close second.
What's your favorite Blanket/Stuffed Animal: Militant Israeli Bunny Lance, Lell the Unicorn, and Teddy Beddy.
What's your favorite Quote From A Movie: “What does it mean, two girls with green eyes?!?”
What's your favorite Day Of The Week: Friday.
What's your favorite Color(s): purple, red, and gray.
What's your favorite TV Show: dark angel.
What's your favorite Flower: big list here. Heather, roses, lily of the valley, etc.
What's your favorite Pair Of Jeans: my target jeans, which are beat to dirt but I love them anyway.
What's your favorite Fast Food Place: sonic’s
What's your favorite Game: Risk. Damn james and his risk playing obsession.
Who's your favorite Teacher: Marker Bob.
Your favorite Love Song: “The Kiss” from the Last of the Mohicans soundtrack. “So Into You” by Tamia is more mainstream, I guess.
What's your favorite Month: November.
What's your favorite Season: Fall.
What's your favorite Vacation Spot: Finger lakes area.
Who's your favorite Person To Give Advice To: I give advice to Tom a lot. And lots of other people, but Tom a lot lately.
Who's your favorite Person To Get Advice From: the voices in my head.
What's your favorite Piece Of Clothing: my cargo pants, my britney shirt, my black duster.
Do you make fun of people who sing in the car? Tamara makes fun of me when I sing in the car.
Is there ever a reason to lie? White lies are god’s gift to man.
When did you last cry: you know it’s bad when I cry. Not recently, and not easily.
Do you like your handwriting? It’s okay. It’s kind of archaic looking.
Have you ever been out of the country: only to Canada. But give me a year or so.
Have you ever been toilet papering? Sadly, no.
Who are you jealous of? Lots of people for lots of reasons.
What is the # 1 priority in your life? Not gonna put that down here.
What is your favorite lunch meat? Honey roasted turkey.
Do you have any bad habits? I used to stand on pointe without toe shoes. Now I don’t. I was horrible at finishing homework. And… I read slash once in a while. :: hangs head in shame ::
What store would you never be caught dead in? Abercrombie and fitch.
If you were another person, would you be friends WITH you? To quote Kate: “If I went back in time and saw myself, I’d hit myself so hard I wouldn’t know what hit me.” So
Are you a daredevil? Lead on to the edge of the cliff, buddy!
Do you follow or lead? I go it alone, mostly. Sometimes I follow, sometimes I lead. Whatever works out for my secret plans.
Have you ever told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? When it really mattered, yeah. Or else someone would’ve gotten hurt, but generally, never.
Do looks matter? No.
Do you pray? Yes.
have you ever met anyone famous? I met Mike Tyson on the bus stop and mistook him for George Foreman, the grill guy. That count?
What do you do to vent anger? My friend the punching bag lives in the garage. If he doesn’t want to talk, my friend Tom lives two blocks away.
Are you passive or aggressive: Both.
Do you trust others easily? No.
What was your favorite toy as a child? My bows and arrows that never worked.
Do you have any pets? A cat named thor.
What class in school do u think is totally useless? All of it. I don’t know.

BE HONEST:
Did you or did you not like New Kids on the Block? Not really, although I liked Jordan the best from what I can remember.
Do you like sappy love songs? Not really. Not all the time, at least.
Have you ever been on radio or television? Yep.
Have you ever intentionally hurt another person? Kind of.
Do you like sarcasm? Sarcastic? Moi?
Have you ever been in a mosh pit? Not fun.
Do you always wear a seat belt? No.
Do you wear underwear? Yes.
Do you feel understood most of the time? HA!!! That’s laughable.
Do you drink milk? When the mood strikes me.
Would you rather have a sore throat or an upset stomach? Stomach. I can handle that.
Have you thought seriously about committing suicide? No.
Do you know what `mung' is? No.
Could you be a vegetarian? No. I tried once, and it lasted till dinner when my mom put a big steak down in the middle of the table. Death to cows, nuke the whales.
Would you ever bungee jump? Hell yeah!
Have you ever given money to a bum? Yeah.
What are you worried about right now? Paying my student loans.
Do you ever wear overalls: no.
Do you think you are strong (emotionally)? I know I am.
What's your favorite smell? Freesia, trees, the ocean (sometimes) electicity, hyacinth
What do you think about Ouiji Boards? Evil. Or if not evil, then very, very bad.
What's the first thing you do in the morning? Stumble into the shower.
What's on the walls of your room? Four nsync posters, a feather sign, a tamara de limpika print, a poster of the nyc skyline.
Which do you prefer, croutons or bacon bits? Bacon bits.
What is your dream car? ZZR1200.
What's on your ceiling? Ceiling tiles.
Do you share your room? Not anymore thank god.
Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: no.
Whos your bestfriend?: scroll up.
Do you party? Occasionally. I like to dance.
Do you like talkig on the phone? Not really.
Do you have AOL? Nope. Just aim.
WHICH ONE...
Pepsi or Coke – coke. Death to britney.
Cordless or wire – Cordless.
Square or circle - Circle. On and on, for all eternity.
Rain or sun - Rain
Dark or bright - Dark
Left or right – left of the middle, ha ha.
Right or wrong - Right
HAVE YOU EVER?
Walked in the rain - Yes.
Talked on phone all night - Yes.
Stayed online all night - Yes.
Done drugs – once.
Drank alcohol – sure.
Gone a day w/out eating - Yep.
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Full Name: H.N.A
Nicknames: Feather, Night Rider, Ariana, Sumiko, Ringfan (ha ha Kate) the list goes ever on and on…
Gender: Female.
Natural Hair Color: dark brown.
Hair Color Currently: auburn.
Eye Color At Birth: deep blue.
Eye Color Currently: damned if I know. It changes with the weather.
Do you have a pic? Yes.
Do you have a webpage? This is as close as it comes.
Height Currently: 5’8”.
Glasses/Contacts: no, but I want brown contacts just because.
Zodiac Sign: Sag, but only on the surface.
Siblings: a sister.
G P A : if I had one I’m sure it would be bad.
College Plans: one day, when the adventures are over.
Planned College Major: English/languages
Who Can You Usually Be Found With: right now, Kate and Tom. In AZ, Alta and Tamara.
Do you have a pager: yes.
Are You Center Of Attention Or Wallflower: I’m the weird chick halfway from the corner to the door.
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: my mom’s car, but I WANT a Kawasaki Ninja ZZR1200.
Who Do You Know Personally That Has The Best Car: Alta. Neons rock.
Are You Timely Or Always Late: I’m always on time but my dad isn’t- therefore, I’m always late.
Would You Rather Be With Friends Or On A Date: I date my friends.


Where Is The Best Hangout: 121. or, anywhere with swings.
Do You Have A Job: yep
Do You Like Being Around People: Depends on the people.
Who Is Your Role Model: a little bit of a bunch of different people.
Do you have any piercings? Just my ears.
What Are Your Pet Peeves: bad manners, people who chew with their mouth open.
Describe yourself in words: eccentric, without the money.
Have You Ever Been In Love: yes.
Have You Ever Liked Someone You Had No Chance With?: Yes. His name is Lance Bass.
Have You Ever Cried over The Opposite Sex: no.
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After?: I don’t “go after” people, but I tend to gravitate towards blonde haired/light eyed guys.
Ever want to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: no.

Ever Been Truly "In-Love": still pending.
Rather Be Dumper Or Dumped: dumper.
Most annoying thing in the world: britney spears.
Hottest female: from an objective standpoint, I’d have to say Angelina Jolie. The guys think so, anyway. Or Natalie Portman.
Hottest male: JC Chasez, Viggo Mortensen (I find it odd that I’m saying that. He’s creepy and old.)
Rather Have A Relationship Or A "Hookup": er. Hookup.
Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: yes and no, and yes.
Ever Liked Your Best Guy/Girl Friend: yeah, a couple of times.
Are You Lonely Right Now: yeah, but it’s all good.
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: I don’t want to get married. Ever.
Do You Want To Get Married: see above.
Do You Want Kids: NONONONONONONONONONONO
How many? Again, see above.
What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Physical Being: my eyes are kind of cool.
What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Emotional Being: I don’t know.
Are You Happy With You: mostly. I’m not gonna complain.
Are You Happy With Your Life: what’s not to be happy about?
What's your favorite type of ice? Skating ice. :: drool ::
What's your favorite zoo exhibit? The aviary.
Who's your favorite Seseme Street Character? Gotta love the worm dudes.
Who's better: Disney or Warner Bros? Warner bros. I remember “tiny toons” and “animaniacs” quite fondly.
What makes you laugh?: pants. Seriously.
What's your favorite Quote: “There may not be a tomorrow, and even if there is, no one gives a damn.”
What's your favorite Room In house: bathroom. Living room. Dining room, kitchen… I just wish I had a bathtub and not just a dinky shower stall.
What's your favorite Girl's Names: I like weird ones and old fashioned ones: Isadora, Trinity, Galadriel, Gabriel, Aisling, Angela, Rosalita, Josephine.
What's your favorite Guys Names: Xander and Darren.
What's your favorite Ice cream: coffee, peanut butter cup.
Who's your favorite Person to talk to about your problems: different people for different problems.
Who's your bestfriend? I’ve got way too many best friends, but it all comes down to Jeannette, Anna, Kate, Alta, and Tamara.
What's your favorite Type of music: depends on what mood I’m in. anything but country.
What's your favorite Magazine: dance, skating, national geographic, traveler
What's your favorite Movie: Last of the Mohicans, LOTR, Big Trouble in Little China, and I like Joe Dirt in spite of myself.
What's your favorite Beverage: water, coke.
What's your favorite Candy: when I bite into a York Peppermint Pattie, I get the sensation… that I’m crossing a mountain with nine annoying people who do nothing but argue! YAAAAHOOOOOO!!!!
What's your favorite Gum: dentyne, and that coolerz stuff that Tamara got that I have yet to see in this part of the world.
What's your favorite Sport To Play: figure skating, equestrian, archery.
What's your favorite Sport To Watch: see above, minus archery.
What's your favorite Subject In School: creative writing.
What's your favorite Time of Day: twilight.
What's your favorite Numbers: 24, 32.
What's your favorite Salad Dressing: Italian, although that Vidalia Onion stuff in my fridge runs a close second.
What's your favorite Blanket/Stuffed Animal: Militant Israeli Bunny Lance, Lell the Unicorn, and Teddy Beddy.
What's your favorite Quote From A Movie: “What does it mean, two girls with green eyes?!?”
What's your favorite Day Of The Week: Friday.
What's your favorite Color(s): purple, red, and gray.
What's your favorite TV Show: dark angel.
What's your favorite Flower: big list here. Heather, roses, lily of the valley, etc.
What's your favorite Pair Of Jeans: my target jeans, which are beat to dirt but I love them anyway.
What's your favorite Fast Food Place: sonic’s
What's your favorite Game: Risk. Damn james and his risk playing obsession.
Who's your favorite Teacher: Marker Bob.
Your favorite Love Song: “The Kiss” from the Last of the Mohicans soundtrack. “So Into You” by Tamia is more mainstream, I guess.
What's your favorite Month: November.
What's your favorite Season: Fall.
What's your favorite Vacation Spot: Finger lakes area.
Who's your favorite Person To Give Advice To: I give advice to Tom a lot. And lots of other people, but Tom a lot lately.
Who's your favorite Person To Get Advice From: the voices in my head.
What's your favorite Piece Of Clothing: my cargo pants, my britney shirt, my black duster.
Do you make fun of people who sing in the car? Tamara makes fun of me when I sing in the car.
Is there ever a reason to lie? White lies are god’s gift to man.
When did you last cry: you know it’s bad when I cry. Not recently, and not easily.
Do you like your handwriting? It’s okay. It’s kind of archaic looking.
Have you ever been out of the country: only to Canada. But give me a year or so.
Have you ever been toilet papering? Sadly, no.
Who are you jealous of? Lots of people for lots of reasons.
What is the # 1 priority in your life? Not gonna put that down here.
What is your favorite lunch meat? Honey roasted turkey.
Do you have any bad habits? I used to stand on pointe without toe shoes. Now I don’t. I was horrible at finishing homework. And… I read slash once in a while. :: hangs head in shame ::
What store would you never be caught dead in? Abercrombie and fitch.
If you were another person, would you be friends WITH you? To quote Kate: “If I went back in time and saw myself, I’d hit myself so hard I wouldn’t know what hit me.” So
Are you a daredevil? Lead on to the edge of the cliff, buddy!
Do you follow or lead? I go it alone, mostly. Sometimes I follow, sometimes I lead. Whatever works out for my secret plans.
Have you ever told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? When it really mattered, yeah. Or else someone would’ve gotten hurt, but generally, never.
Do looks matter? No.
Do you pray? Yes.
have you ever met anyone famous? I met Mike Tyson on the bus stop and mistook him for George Foreman, the grill guy. That count?
What do you do to vent anger? My friend the punching bag lives in the garage. If he doesn’t want to talk, my friend Tom lives two blocks away.
Are you passive or aggressive: Both.
Do you trust others easily? No.
What was your favorite toy as a child? My bows and arrows that never worked.
Do you have any pets? A cat named thor.
What class in school do u think is totally useless? All of it. I don’t know.

BE HONEST:
Did you or did you not like New Kids on the Block? Not really, although I liked Jordan the best from what I can remember.
Do you like sappy love songs? Not really. Not all the time, at least.
Have you ever been on radio or television? Yep.
Have you ever intentionally hurt another person? Kind of.
Do you like sarcasm? Sarcastic? Moi?
Have you ever been in a mosh pit? Not fun.
Do you always wear a seat belt? No.
Do you wear underwear? Yes.
Do you feel understood most of the time? HA!!! That’s laughable.
Do you drink milk? When the mood strikes me.
Would you rather have a sore throat or an upset stomach? Stomach. I can handle that.
Have you thought seriously about committing suicide? No.
Do you know what `mung' is? No.
Could you be a vegetarian? No. I tried once, and it lasted till dinner when my mom put a big steak down in the middle of the table. Death to cows, nuke the whales.
Would you ever bungee jump? Hell yeah!
Have you ever given money to a bum? Yeah.
What are you worried about right now? Paying my student loans.
Do you ever wear overalls: no.
Do you think you are strong (emotionally)? I know I am.
What's your favorite smell? Freesia, trees, the ocean (sometimes) electicity, hyacinth
What do you think about Ouiji Boards? Evil. Or if not evil, then very, very bad.
What's the first thing you do in the morning? Stumble into the shower.
What's on the walls of your room? Four nsync posters, a feather sign, a tamara de limpika print, a poster of the nyc skyline.
Which do you prefer, croutons or bacon bits? Bacon bits.
What is your dream car? ZZR1200.
What's on your ceiling? Ceiling tiles.
Do you share your room? Not anymore thank god.
Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: no.
Whos your bestfriend?: scroll up.
Do you party? Occasionally. I like to dance.
Do you like talkig on the phone? Not really.
Do you have AOL? Nope. Just aim.
WHICH ONE...
Pepsi or Coke – coke. Death to britney.
Cordless or wire – Cordless.
Square or circle - Circle. On and on, for all eternity.
Rain or sun - Rain
Dark or bright - Dark
Left or right – left of the middle, ha ha.
Right or wrong - Right
HAVE YOU EVER?
Walked in the rain - Yes.
Talked on phone all night - Yes.
Stayed online all night - Yes.
Done drugs – once.
Drank alcohol – sure.
Gone a day w/out eating - Yep.

...

Jan. 28th, 2002 10:30 pm
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Okay. No more of those things. Ever.
Talking to Justin and Andy on IM. Maybe some fanfic inspiration forthcoming? We shall see.

...

Jan. 28th, 2002 10:30 pm
nirix5: (Default)
Okay. No more of those things. Ever.
Talking to Justin and Andy on IM. Maybe some fanfic inspiration forthcoming? We shall see.
nirix5: (Default)
You know, for someone who’s as lonely as I’m feeling right now, I sure am antisocial. If I wanted company, I could just walk across the street to the school and go bug Kate and Tom at musical rehearsal, but to tell the truth I’m not feeling quite up to it. I’m not in the best of moods right now as it is, and I think I’d spontaneously combust if I had to listen to any kind of Broadway music. I can only listen to so much of that before I crack. Even Les Miserables, my favorite, gets to me after a while.

But I am lonely.

I’m not sure I should be.

I mean, yeah, Maurice is out in AZ. And I’m here. And judging from what Kate’s reading said, I should be very happy right now. Every damn card pointed to marriage and love and a relationship.

The only problem is, I don’t think it’s what I want.

I’m the one who’s always telling people not to get too into love while you’re still so young; I’m the one that says you can’t complain about a shitty love life until you’re at least twenty six (especially in Tom’s case.) I don’t want to be in love, not right now anyway. I don’t want to get married. I don’t want to have kids. I don’t want to be in any sort of relationship, because I can’t stand going to clubs and feeling guilty about dancing with another guy, even though the one I’m with is 2000 miles away. Even in high school I was like that- my boyfriends would get jealous because I’d hang out with other guys and not them exclusively. I hate being smothered, and yet, here I find myself, front and center in the position that I’ve been trying so hard to avoid. If it wasn’t so tense, for lack of a better word, I could almost laugh.

This is ridiculous. You love whoever you love, right? And I do love Maurice. But I don’t want to. I don’t know if he’d understand if I told him that. Everyone wants to find love, to be in love, to be loved in return. I don’t. I don’t want to be caged in like that, and it scares me.

Is that it? Am I scared?

I don’t think so. Fear is something to be used judiciously, doled out in small doses for something worthwhile. It’s not fear, exactly.

I just don’t want to be tied down so soon.

Everyone says I’m like Arwen. But the difference between me and her is that she’s willing to give up immortality for a few years with the one she loves; I’ve got nothing to give up except a little bit of my freedom and I’m not willing to budge.

So I guess I’ll just be lonely for right now.
nirix5: (Default)
You know, for someone who’s as lonely as I’m feeling right now, I sure am antisocial. If I wanted company, I could just walk across the street to the school and go bug Kate and Tom at musical rehearsal, but to tell the truth I’m not feeling quite up to it. I’m not in the best of moods right now as it is, and I think I’d spontaneously combust if I had to listen to any kind of Broadway music. I can only listen to so much of that before I crack. Even Les Miserables, my favorite, gets to me after a while.

But I am lonely.

I’m not sure I should be.

I mean, yeah, Maurice is out in AZ. And I’m here. And judging from what Kate’s reading said, I should be very happy right now. Every damn card pointed to marriage and love and a relationship.

The only problem is, I don’t think it’s what I want.

I’m the one who’s always telling people not to get too into love while you’re still so young; I’m the one that says you can’t complain about a shitty love life until you’re at least twenty six (especially in Tom’s case.) I don’t want to be in love, not right now anyway. I don’t want to get married. I don’t want to have kids. I don’t want to be in any sort of relationship, because I can’t stand going to clubs and feeling guilty about dancing with another guy, even though the one I’m with is 2000 miles away. Even in high school I was like that- my boyfriends would get jealous because I’d hang out with other guys and not them exclusively. I hate being smothered, and yet, here I find myself, front and center in the position that I’ve been trying so hard to avoid. If it wasn’t so tense, for lack of a better word, I could almost laugh.

This is ridiculous. You love whoever you love, right? And I do love Maurice. But I don’t want to. I don’t know if he’d understand if I told him that. Everyone wants to find love, to be in love, to be loved in return. I don’t. I don’t want to be caged in like that, and it scares me.

Is that it? Am I scared?

I don’t think so. Fear is something to be used judiciously, doled out in small doses for something worthwhile. It’s not fear, exactly.

I just don’t want to be tied down so soon.

Everyone says I’m like Arwen. But the difference between me and her is that she’s willing to give up immortality for a few years with the one she loves; I’ve got nothing to give up except a little bit of my freedom and I’m not willing to budge.

So I guess I’ll just be lonely for right now.

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