Lunatics and Princesses

MY PRECIOUS.
PRETTY, SHINY PRECIOUS, WE WANTS IT, YESSS.
If anyone wants to buy me one of these, I will do *anything* for you. Seriously.

I need one. BADLY.

Yee ha. Another day at work. I get to see Jerry again. La de fucking da. My dad is constantly cracking jokes about how I'm destined to become Jerry's child bride. Fat chance- Jerry knows about my plans to enter a convent.

Might get to see nelys and darkshade later. Also, I have to pick up the color pics from Kinney's.

I think I had something else I wanted to write in here but it's slipped my mind at this point. I think I should start drinking coffee in the morning or something, except I can't stand the aftertaste. Blah.

Went to the site on the message board for the guy who made Galadriel and Elrond's tiaras (actually diadems.) Was impressed. Will be next aquisition, even before my Ninja. Well, the tiara is decidedly cheaper. I've also decided to wear a tiara or something every day, except when I'm at work. The majority of the population can look at me funny, and I don't give a damn. I've got my own opinions on the subject, and they're not going down here yet.

On one of the survey things I sent to my friends over the summer, saccarineayako said I was Demure Spice. I can see it.

Demure. Whoa.

I just finished making the "Feather's Ninja Fund" donation box. It's my Lance bear box, with a picture of the ZZR1200 from Rider magazine and a sign that says, "Please give generously." I'll put it in my room so when people come up they can give me money.

I got two new arias tonight. "Porgi, Amor" from Figaro and "Vedrai Carino" from Don Giovanni. I really like them, but I want to get the music from the LOTR score so I can do Aniron, too. I am seriously liking this song. If I was still skating I'd use it in a program.

I want to start skating again, but who knows when that will be as my skates are in Arizona and I'm in New York. I need to have Tamara or Alta ship those back to me. Anything right now to take my mind off things- or rather, focus on something, just to anchor myself.

More strange dreams last night. I don't know why I think about them so much, except they've been unusually vivid lately and I remember them every day. I didn't really do that that much before I moved to Arizona. I only have the nightmares two or three times a week now... it's such a relief, even if the dreams I have are strange. At least they're not terrifying. Last night I dreamed that I was in my woods, in the early summertime, but the forest floor was water, almost glass like, and I could walk on it. Think of that picture from the Final Fantasy movie poster, where the girl's standing on the water... like that. The trees were singing this beautiful song, and then Maurice came up and dragged me out into the real world. The rest of it was really disjointed, and not worth writing here. I wonder if it means anything. Who knows.

Kate's coming over on Friday. I haven't seen her in an age, so we'll see how it goes. I also talked to Jeannette the other day, who's in AZ now.

I came up with an idea for a story (a fanfic, of course) where I can incorporate all of my friends and their different personalities. I'm probably gonna make it an original, but I'd like to do it in fanfic form just to get some reviews on ff.n. I never put original stuff on there, but this is a really good idea.

More later. I have no profound thoughts right this second.

One of my new year's resolutions was to update this diary more often. So far I am failing miserably.

I've decided I'm too obsessed with fanfics. But what's a girl to do? It's the only way to get yourself into some decent trouble. The only problem is it only works on paper.

I wrote another song today. The chorus was actually languishing in my change purse since last October, and I finally got around to finishing it. It's not my best work but it's surprisingly good, I mean for something rattled off in two minutes.

I started opera in my vocal lesson last night. It is incredible!! I've decided I want to become an opera singer. Maybe. I'll probably change my mind by next week. The aria I'm singing is something from the Marriage of Figaro, one of Susanna's solos. It's called "O Come Delightful Joy" or some such nonsense, but it's really pretty and I love it.

Dad and I played hooky from work today to go to the Spaghetti Warehouse. It's in the Franklin Square area, and we looked at loft apts. while we were there- got the grand tour and everything. These places are 900 a month, and 1000-1500/month for the custom ones, but they build it out for you to your specifications for the custom and it comes with everything. A little pricey, maybe, but not bad for what you get.

The funny thing is he said I might be able to get one. I'm like, oh wow. Just wow. But not for a while yet, cause I gotta start paying my loans back. That and there's other things that I need on the list: a Kawasaki Ninja ZX6R, a custom bow, arrow, and quiver set, leather pants... Dad said I need to get my priorities straight. I told him to get lost.