nirix5 | Meandering

This time last week, I was freaking about finals. Now I'm freaking about finding a job.

Or, rather, I will be freaking later on. Right now I'm kind of relaxed and chill, and I don't think I want to ruin it with thinking for a while.

Things I'm not going to think about:

~ how next semester is going to be twice the burnout of this semester
~ laying down the ground work for a whole bunch of people to rent a house
~ surviving a CNY winter with the (VERY, VERY EXPENSIVE) heat on as little as possible
~ finding enough money to get to Jeannette's wedding next June
~ the middle future
~ chemistry
~ deciding which schools, if I get into any, that I will go to when I'm done at OCC
~ anyplace south of the Mason-Dixon line
~ getting my hands on midnight screening Ep. III tickets
~ the fact that all of my money next year is going to go on living expenses, and that even if it didn't, I wouldn't have time to spend it on anything else anyway
~ how in the hell I am going to get sleep next year
~ Alex's graduation
~ going to the bank later
~ losing weight vs. not losing weight
~ starting skating again
~ changing my major to get into certain schools

What I am going to think about:

~ the story I'm working on
~ taking a shower
~ cleaning my room
~ repackaging Kristin's package and mailing it again
~ working on "Il Dolce Suono" just for shits and giggles
~ dancing around the kitchen
~ starting a kimono fund for the future (in case I should in fact decide to stick to my original plans)
~ going to visit Nana for a weekend or whatever
~ running
~ a new layout/theme for my journal