*looks around*

Seems like it's shaping up to be an ochaohiku day. All dressed up with nowhere to go.

I've got nothing to study for, no one to hang out with, no reason in particular to go anyplace, and nothing in particular to do. I suppose I could clean my room or something, and I probably will later, but...

It's the first day of summer vacation and I'm already bored out of my mind and frustrated because I'm marooned in Bumfuck. For those not in the know, Bumfuck happens to be a miniscule town up in the Dread North with a disproportionately large school district. There are buses out of town, but not often, and it takes an hour to get to downtown, let alone transfer and go anywhere else.

This would be better if I had a job to go to, but I don't yet. Maybe I'll go to the mall later and fill out applications. Mom told me to take a few days off before I did that, but if I do that I'll just sit here and rot or something.

Is there anyone out there who feels like doing something today? Anyone? If you do, give me a call or whatever.

*looks around*

Seems like it's shaping up to be an ochaohiku day. All dressed up with nowhere to go.

I've got nothing to study for, no one to hang out with, no reason in particular to go anyplace, and nothing in particular to do. I suppose I could clean my room or something, and I probably will later, but...

It's the first day of summer vacation and I'm already bored out of my mind and frustrated because I'm marooned in Bumfuck. For those not in the know, Bumfuck happens to be a miniscule town up in the Dread North with a disproportionately large school district. There are buses out of town, but not often, and it takes an hour to get to downtown, let alone transfer and go anywhere else.

This would be better if I had a job to go to, but I don't yet. Maybe I'll go to the mall later and fill out applications. Mom told me to take a few days off before I did that, but if I do that I'll just sit here and rot or something.

Is there anyone out there who feels like doing something today? Anyone? If you do, give me a call or whatever.

So close, goddammit.

Mom and I got our checks from the church today. I was kind of worried about depositing mine, since I'm about fifty dollars overdrawn. But Mom said that she was going to put hers in Dad's account, so I just cashed mine, and I was all yay! for a little while. Until I got home, when she told me that Dad said that I have to put her check in my account. So now, I'm all, dammit. Fifty dollars gone in one swell foop.

I hate money. A lot.

I managed to work myself into a horrific kind of mood again. I went from talking to Quinn about apartment stuff to walking to the bank. On the way to the bank I pretty much decided that I should stick to my original plans at all costs and not change any of them. This, of course, made me miserable. The walk back wasn't any better.

I'm still feeling kind of out-of-sorts about everything. I don't know if I'm overwhelmed, or stressed, or having a bad reaction to life changes, or what. I talked about it with Jason the other day, and it helped, but only for a while. I just can't shake this feeling that everything is going to blow the hell up right in my face.

Whatever. I figure I'll give this next year a shot, and whatever happens, happens. Hey, at least I've got a fallback plan or two, right?

Maybe I've gone batshit crazy insane and am only just now realizing it...

So close, goddammit.

Mater and I got our checks from the church today. I was kind of worried about depositing mine, since I'm about fifty dollars overdrawn. But Mater said that she was going to put hers in Dad's account, so I just cashed mine, and I was all yay! for a little while. Until I got home, when she told me that Dad said that I have to put her check in my account. So now, I'm all, dammit. Fifty dollars gone in one swell foop.

I hate money. A lot.

I managed to work myself into a horrific kind of mood again. I went from talking to Quinn about apartment stuff to walking to the bank. On the way to the bank I pretty much decided that I should stick to my original plans at all costs and not change any of them. This, of course, made me miserable. The walk back wasn't any better.

I'm still feeling kind of out-of-sorts about everything. I don't know if I'm overwhelmed, or stressed, or having a bad reaction to life changes, or what. I talked about it with Jason the other day, and it helped, but only for a while. I just can't shake this feeling that everything is going to blow the hell up right in my face.

Whatever. I figure I'll give this next year a shot, and whatever happens, happens. Hey, at least I've got a fallback plan or two, right?

Maybe I've gone batshit crazy insane and am only just now realizing it...

I stole this meme, Miss Cam. I stole it good.

( Memmage )

I stole this meme, Miss Cam. I stole it good.

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