I feel like crying. I have no idea why

You know the teddy bear you had when you were little, not the one that you loved to pieces, but the extra present leftover from Christmas that you never played with? The one that got used for target practice, the occasional tea-party and/or audience fill in, or doorstop? The one that you kept around to amuse your little cousins when you babysit them, that the cat just puked on last night except you didn't find out till now and it's all gross?

Yeah. That would be me, right about now.

No reason in particular, I suppose. Work is great- I'm making widgets and googles and thingys, but I have yet to be bored. I love doing stuff like that, where my hands are busy but my mind is free to think and no one talks to me much. Of course there are only three of us working there, but I digress.

Legolas left me temporarily. He was replaced by Gollum, who followed me to the water fountain begging for cookies. I found the stupid git (Legolas, not Gollum) playing with a silicon injector that I had been using a little bit later. But I like Gollum, so that wasn't a problem.

Mom made me a Special Donut at work, with tons of chocolate icing. Yummmmmers.

I haven't read any sad books.
I haven't read any angsty fanfic.
Or listened to angsty music.
I got enough sleep
but not enough to drink.

...

A ten year old girl hit a man's car with a snowball. He went in the house, got a gun, and shot her in the head.

I hate the world sometimes.

I feel like crying. I have no idea why

You know the teddy bear you had when you were little, not the one that you loved to pieces, but the extra present leftover from Christmas that you never played with? The one that got used for target practice, the occasional tea-party and/or audience fill in, or doorstop? The one that you kept around to amuse your little cousins when you babysit them, that the cat just puked on last night except you didn't find out till now and it's all gross?

Yeah. That would be me, right about now.

No reason in particular, I suppose. Work is great- I'm making widgets and googles and thingys, but I have yet to be bored. I love doing stuff like that, where my hands are busy but my mind is free to think and no one talks to me much. Of course there are only three of us working there, but I digress.

Legolas left me temporarily. He was replaced by Gollum, who followed me to the water fountain begging for cookies. I found the stupid git (Legolas, not Gollum) playing with a silicon injector that I had been using a little bit later. But I like Gollum, so that wasn't a problem.

Mater made me a Special Donut at work, with tons of chocolate icing. Yummmmmers.

I haven't read any sad books.
I haven't read any angsty fanfic.
Or listened to angsty music.
I got enough sleep
but not enough to drink.

...

A ten year old girl hit a man's car with a snowball. He went in the house, got a gun, and shot her in the head.

I hate the world sometimes.