.....

I cannot shake this fucking cough and it is driving me up the goddamn wall.

It's not too bad when I take little shallow breaths, but come on now, a girl can suffocate doing that. Look at what happened to the people who wore corsets 24/7. But when I breathe deeply I get this horrible wracking feeling deep in my chest.

And it's rainy and I'm all hot and miserable and why can't girls walk around without shirts like guys? Unfair, unfair. Bah humbug, I'm suddenly in the shittiest mood I've been in for quite some time.

I wish I had a pool.

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I cannot shake this fucking cough and it is driving me up the goddamn wall.

It's not too bad when I take little shallow breaths, but come on now, a girl can suffocate doing that. Look at what happened to the people who wore corsets 24/7. But when I breathe deeply I get this horrible wracking feeling deep in my chest.

And it's rainy and I'm all hot and miserable and why can't girls walk around without shirts like guys? Unfair, unfair. Bah humbug, I'm suddenly in the shittiest mood I've been in for quite some time.

I wish I had a pool.

*is hanging off the chair again*

Gah. Bitch, bitch, bitch, it's all I ever do.

I need something to do with my life. If anyone has any ideas, please let me know. Here is what I have so far:

~ Prince Edward Island for the winter
~ Hopping a container ship
~ Hopping a container ship heading for New Zealand
~ Following the railroad tracks
~ Riding horses in Wyoming
~ Go to visit distant relatives in Surrey, England
~ Go to visit distant relatives in Nuchatel, Switzerland (and ancestral house... Villa Les Saars... I'll try to scan a pic, it's really pretty.)
~ joining a convent and doing good works
~ go to England to try and find Avalon
~ bust out the mirror again, and see what happens.

Maybe nix the last one. Maybe not. We'll see.

So that's the list. Throw me something, okay?

To Life, To Understanding, To the Search!

*is hanging off the chair again*

Gah. Bitch, bitch, bitch, it's all I ever do.

I need something to do with my life. If anyone has any ideas, please let me know. Here is what I have so far:

~ Prince Edward Island for the winter
~ Hopping a container ship
~ Hopping a container ship heading for New Zealand
~ Following the railroad tracks
~ Riding horses in Wyoming
~ Go to visit distant relatives in Surrey, England
~ Go to visit distant relatives in Nuchatel, Switzerland (and ancestral house... Villa Les Saars... I'll try to scan a pic, it's really pretty.)
~ joining a convent and doing good works
~ go to England to try and find Avalon
~ bust out the mirror again, and see what happens.

Maybe nix the last one. Maybe not. We'll see.

So that's the list. Throw me something, okay?

To Life, To Understanding, To the Search!