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Aug. 18th, 2002
Some things are tricky to write about.
Aug. 18th, 2002 11:33 pmEvery time I come back from someplace I've been for an extended period of time, I always wind up lonely and listening to Alicia Keys and looking for meaningfulness (is that a word?) in the glow of street lights.
Not that it's a bad thing, I guess. I'm lonely but never really unhappy about it- so much more could be going wrong, so what's a little bit of solitude with good music and some atmospheric lighting? Nothing that I can't handle.
The only downside is I think a little bit too much. This whole impending war with Iraq bothers me. Hell, alot bothers me, but I don't think I'll elaborate on that in this journal. Doesn't seem prudent and all, considering we're now living in what amounts to the beginnings of a police state.
I think I will have decided on a course of action on my twentieth birthday. I've given myself till then to figure out what I'm going to do.
Cryptic? Maybe. I'm not feeling all the way human right now. I haven't been for the past week or so. It comes and it goes, but I think I'm going out for a walk in the woods before I go to sleep tonight.
Not that it's a bad thing, I guess. I'm lonely but never really unhappy about it- so much more could be going wrong, so what's a little bit of solitude with good music and some atmospheric lighting? Nothing that I can't handle.
The only downside is I think a little bit too much. This whole impending war with Iraq bothers me. Hell, alot bothers me, but I don't think I'll elaborate on that in this journal. Doesn't seem prudent and all, considering we're now living in what amounts to the beginnings of a police state.
I think I will have decided on a course of action on my twentieth birthday. I've given myself till then to figure out what I'm going to do.
Cryptic? Maybe. I'm not feeling all the way human right now. I haven't been for the past week or so. It comes and it goes, but I think I'm going out for a walk in the woods before I go to sleep tonight.
Some things are tricky to write about.
Aug. 18th, 2002 11:33 pmEvery time I come back from someplace I've been for an extended period of time, I always wind up lonely and listening to Alicia Keys and looking for meaningfulness (is that a word?) in the glow of street lights.
Not that it's a bad thing, I guess. I'm lonely but never really unhappy about it- so much more could be going wrong, so what's a little bit of solitude with good music and some atmospheric lighting? Nothing that I can't handle.
The only downside is I think a little bit too much. This whole impending war with Iraq bothers me. Hell, alot bothers me, but I don't think I'll elaborate on that in this journal. Doesn't seem prudent and all, considering we're now living in what amounts to the beginnings of a police state.
I think I will have decided on a course of action on my twentieth birthday. I've given myself till then to figure out what I'm going to do.
Cryptic? Maybe. I'm not feeling all the way human right now. I haven't been for the past week or so. It comes and it goes, but I think I'm going out for a walk in the woods before I go to sleep tonight.
Not that it's a bad thing, I guess. I'm lonely but never really unhappy about it- so much more could be going wrong, so what's a little bit of solitude with good music and some atmospheric lighting? Nothing that I can't handle.
The only downside is I think a little bit too much. This whole impending war with Iraq bothers me. Hell, alot bothers me, but I don't think I'll elaborate on that in this journal. Doesn't seem prudent and all, considering we're now living in what amounts to the beginnings of a police state.
I think I will have decided on a course of action on my twentieth birthday. I've given myself till then to figure out what I'm going to do.
Cryptic? Maybe. I'm not feeling all the way human right now. I haven't been for the past week or so. It comes and it goes, but I think I'm going out for a walk in the woods before I go to sleep tonight.