Waxing serious for a second here.

[nirix5]

I thought I had a biology test yesterday, but I didn't. Kind of disappointing, considering the fact that I actually studied for it. Bah. Guess I'll just study some more and keep perpetually on the edge of my seat until I take it.

I came to two very important decisions last night, standing in a crowded bathroom after class; that just seems to lend the whole thing more weight, somehow. Like, I've just made a few potentially life-altering choices, and that person was peeing while I did it.

Firstly, I've decided to leave my teeth the way they are. My plans for braces are out the window. Financially it didn't make much sense, not at this point. I'm not going to have seven or eight grand to spend anytime in the next five or six years, so fuck it.

Secondly, I'm going to start dancing again. Really training, too, not the half-assed pansy shit that I've been calling dancing for the last three years. Honestly, I don't care if I ever perform with a company, but I'm going to train like I'm planning on it. This is mostly for the benefit of my sanity. There has to be something to balance the calculus out. The jury's still out on skating, however. I miss it horribly- even been dreaming about it lately, which is never a good sign- but I can't go back. Not yet. Maybe if there was a rink where I didn't know anyone, and could just start over, it would be different. I might start again when I move to New York.

Speaking of which, I'm going down over Columbus Day Weekend (barring emergencies and stupidity.) While I'm there, my advisor told me I should make appointments at Pace and John Jay for the whole "hi-I-want-to-transfer-to-your-school-what-do-I-need-to-do" thing. So... yay?

Yay. Hell yeah, yay. It's Friday, and I have the afternoon off. I hope you guys all have nice weekends!

Comments

[xdusketernalx.livejournal.com]

Hello dearies.. hooray on your decisions.. I am sure you're making the right ones.. especially the dancing.. I know how you love it so. Moving to New York huh? this just keeps getting better and better. The weather should be beautifully autumn and if you do by chance have some meetings at schools, perhaps we can stroll the village afterward. Oh and you for got to mention how you're gonna meet me and we're gonna go to Salem and how great I am lol ;) talk to you soon sweets.. I hope to hear from you soonsies

[nirix5.livejournal.com]

Dude, you know damn well how great I think you are, but in case you need some more reassurance on that note, I'll post it in my journal for all to see. And the Village is a date :D Counting down the days till October.