Fuck everyone.
Jan. 29th, 2002 11:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nirix5Justin is being such a prick. He’s pissing me off. Why am I still talking to him? Why don’t I go to bed like a good girl?
Because I’m fucking mad, that’s why.
Not mad at anything in particular. Just mad. Thank you, Short Shit.
And he’s surprised that I’m acting aggressive. I’ve been aggressive my whole life, I’ve just given up on hiding it. I can be aggressive if I fucking want to. If I want to climb on roofs at night and hit a punching bag, I can.
“Where’s that calm wisdom I’ve grown to know and love?”
What, do I have to be the calm, logical, wisdom-and-advice-giving one all the time? Galadriel who never gets aggressive? Arwen who’s sweet? Because I’ve got brown hair and light eyes and unnaturally pale skin? Fuck that. So I look like an unusually tall, delicate fourteen year old. I’m not.
So fuck anyone who thinks that that's who I am or who I have to be. There's a "kamikaze" in front of the "angel" for a reason.
Because I’m fucking mad, that’s why.
Not mad at anything in particular. Just mad. Thank you, Short Shit.
And he’s surprised that I’m acting aggressive. I’ve been aggressive my whole life, I’ve just given up on hiding it. I can be aggressive if I fucking want to. If I want to climb on roofs at night and hit a punching bag, I can.
“Where’s that calm wisdom I’ve grown to know and love?”
What, do I have to be the calm, logical, wisdom-and-advice-giving one all the time? Galadriel who never gets aggressive? Arwen who’s sweet? Because I’ve got brown hair and light eyes and unnaturally pale skin? Fuck that. So I look like an unusually tall, delicate fourteen year old. I’m not.
So fuck anyone who thinks that that's who I am or who I have to be. There's a "kamikaze" in front of the "angel" for a reason.
