nirix5 | If I get this out of my head now, it won't bother me later.

I DO NOT:

~ like to play games.
~ read between the lines when the object is to play games.
~ read between lines, period.
~ have to take shit from anyone.
~ have to be nice and pleasant when I don't feel the occasion calls for it.
~ have to let people push me around

I CAN:

~ tell people to fuck off when they've got it coming.
~ tell people to leave me the hell alone when they're bothering me.
~ punch them in the face when they don't listen.
~ walk away from bullshit.
~ say fuck the games, lay my cards on the table, and let them figure it out.
~ and be totally cool with the consequences of the above statement.
~ make my own descisions.
~ Not let myself get taken advantage of just because I don't want to hurt someone's feelings.
~ kick ass if I have to. And not kick ass when I don't.

Point is that certain people can go fuck themselves and get over it. I'm so sick, and tired, being...what? I'm not sure, but I've worked to stop being whatever it is that I was before, and I will not fall back into that pattern. I like who I am now. I like the way I think. So anyone who has a problem with that can go lay on the railroad tracks to catch the 10:57.

Now that I've vented, I feel better. And Alicia Key's music helps alot.

Up yours, world, I don't give a shit.