I'm tired and I just want to go home.

[nirix5]

I'm having something close to a panic attack because I lent my chemistry notes to Christine to copy what she missed from Friday; this means I won't get them until Wednesday, which means I can't study them tonight or tomrrow. That's okay, really... I've got the book, but my notebook is fast becoming an academic security blanket.

At least I've got my lab book. Our first quiz is on Thursday, and the teacher told me he expects me to get one of the highest grades in the class- so I'm freaking out about nine ways from Sunday. I think I'll do okay, but I'd like to live up to other peoples' expectations of me for once in my life, since I never have before.

Today I told my English class that I was afraid of skating forwards. It's stupid, but it's true, and I've never told anyone that. It feels good, kind of, to get that off my chest when I've been carrying it around for years.

I'm totally, absolutely scared of skating forwards, because I'm terrified that I'm going to trip over my toepicks and fall and hit my chin.

Blither blather. Depressed and out of sorts today; I need to stop poking around the spoiler board at YTDAW. I need some anti-fandom, nothing-to-do-with-fandom fun. Which won't happen, because I have to go home and study.

Note to self: Euyler circuits and paths. Don't forget.