I just got off the phone with Alta a little while ago. God, I miss her. She's been filling me in on what's happening in AZ- tons and tons of drama. Tamara apparently is reverting to being a doormat- and Brian is more of a dick than ever. I swear to God if I ever see him again, I'm going to go up to him and punch him in the face. Then I'll let him wonder why I did that.
Tamara's also going home right after graduation. In another month the only ones left out there will be Alta, Maurice and JC. George is going back to Cali- I think- and so are Seneca, Johnny and all them. Anyway Alta talked to Johnny. Drama! He says that he doesn't want a relationship right now though. Oh well, his loss.
I want to go to Hawaii with them when Alta graduates- that's my goal right now. Of course, where am I going to get the money? Maybe I'll win the lottery.
Saw the musical today. It was good. The seats were way too expensive, and it was way too long, but it was good. Tom was really funny. I finally met his older brother. He's pretty cool.
Kate's over there right now, doing the last show. She should be back around 11:30. We're going to watch The Prophecy when she gets back. It's got Viggo Mortensen in it (!) but I like it because Christopher Walken is so damn awesome. The Prophecy is one of my favorites, although it always creeps me out when I watch it. Kate wants to see From Hell, but I told her she's on her own for that one. I never want to see that movie again in my life.
I wonder if Alta will read this? I wonder if she'll give the link to Maurice to read? I miss him so much. I've never missed anyone like this before. Sometimes I wonder why I ever left, but I had to. I didn't really have a choice. I did, but I didn't. I don't know. I was needed here, so I came back- you get it? Didn't think so.
We were up till three last night drawing pictures of Legolas and Haldir. I'm gonna have to scan them and put them on here. The ones Kate drew are really good.
I tried to talk Alta into going to see LOTR. I don't think she will. If she does, she'll probably fall asleep. lol. That's what she always does in movies.
I'm not feeling especially angsty today. Or rather, I'm not letting things get to me. I could, easily. Kate interpreted my dream from the other night- it makes a lot more sense now, and I can kind of see how it's not just more violence stemming from the Thing. Maybe one day I'll get the guts to put it down here- it's just too private somehow.
Which brings me to my next point- I never kept a journal or diary because I was afraid people would read it. Now that anyone has access to it, I update one faithfully. With sometimes very personal stuff. It really doesn't bother me that much, surprisingly.
Tamara's also going home right after graduation. In another month the only ones left out there will be Alta, Maurice and JC. George is going back to Cali- I think- and so are Seneca, Johnny and all them. Anyway Alta talked to Johnny. Drama! He says that he doesn't want a relationship right now though. Oh well, his loss.
I want to go to Hawaii with them when Alta graduates- that's my goal right now. Of course, where am I going to get the money? Maybe I'll win the lottery.
Saw the musical today. It was good. The seats were way too expensive, and it was way too long, but it was good. Tom was really funny. I finally met his older brother. He's pretty cool.
Kate's over there right now, doing the last show. She should be back around 11:30. We're going to watch The Prophecy when she gets back. It's got Viggo Mortensen in it (!) but I like it because Christopher Walken is so damn awesome. The Prophecy is one of my favorites, although it always creeps me out when I watch it. Kate wants to see From Hell, but I told her she's on her own for that one. I never want to see that movie again in my life.
I wonder if Alta will read this? I wonder if she'll give the link to Maurice to read? I miss him so much. I've never missed anyone like this before. Sometimes I wonder why I ever left, but I had to. I didn't really have a choice. I did, but I didn't. I don't know. I was needed here, so I came back- you get it? Didn't think so.
We were up till three last night drawing pictures of Legolas and Haldir. I'm gonna have to scan them and put them on here. The ones Kate drew are really good.
I tried to talk Alta into going to see LOTR. I don't think she will. If she does, she'll probably fall asleep. lol. That's what she always does in movies.
I'm not feeling especially angsty today. Or rather, I'm not letting things get to me. I could, easily. Kate interpreted my dream from the other night- it makes a lot more sense now, and I can kind of see how it's not just more violence stemming from the Thing. Maybe one day I'll get the guts to put it down here- it's just too private somehow.
Which brings me to my next point- I never kept a journal or diary because I was afraid people would read it. Now that anyone has access to it, I update one faithfully. With sometimes very personal stuff. It really doesn't bother me that much, surprisingly.