Two songs that I think describe where I am right now.

"The Sound Of" Jann Arden

I will not live my life like a ghost in this town
I am not lonely swear to God I'm just alone
I'm back on my feet
I can just close my eyes and forget everything
My house is empty every memory blown away

Oh the sound of the wind throught my bones makes me laugh
at all the bodies I kissed and never knew
Oh the soung of a lover's sympathy falling down to the floor
just barely out of reach from me

No I will not go back
every word thats been hiding inside of my head is running blindly
look behind me nothing's left
I can sit in a room
I can hear myself breathing and be quite amused
life is simple like the wrinkles on my skin

Oh the sound of the wind through my heart makes me glad
for all the ones that never knew my name
Oh the sound of a lover's sympathy
I had to go could not stay here
they were always out of reach from me

"Silence" Delirium feat. Sarah McLachlan

Give me release
witness me
I am outside
give me peace

Heaven holds a sense of wonder
and I wanted to believe
that I'd get caught up
when the rage in me subsides

In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe

Passion chokes the flower
'til she cries no more
possessing all the beauty
hungry still for more

Heaven holds a sense of wonder...

I can't help this longing
comfort me
I can't hold it all in
if you won't let me

Heaven holds a sense of wonder...

In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe

I have seen you
in this white wave
you are silent
you are breathing
in this white wave
I am free


It's amazing how so much can change, how so much can happen, without anything changing or happening at all. It's strange that I keep looking over my shoulder when I don't have to anymore, and realizing that I never had to in the first place. It's boxing yourself into the corner and then the walls falling away.

I feel so odd nowadays.

I guess I'm turning into someone else again... I feel very grown up for the first time in my life.

Bitterness is burning bridges that were never built. And then learning that the water is much more beautiful than a brige anyway, and if there had been a bridge there, you wouldn't have wanted to cross it.

All right. Give me my wings. I think I'm ready for them now.

Two songs that I think describe where I am right now.

"The Sound Of" Jann Arden

I will not live my life like a ghost in this town
I am not lonely swear to God I'm just alone
I'm back on my feet
I can just close my eyes and forget everything
My house is empty every memory blown away

Oh the sound of the wind throught my bones makes me laugh
at all the bodies I kissed and never knew
Oh the soung of a lover's sympathy falling down to the floor
just barely out of reach from me

No I will not go back
every word thats been hiding inside of my head is running blindly
look behind me nothing's left
I can sit in a room
I can hear myself breathing and be quite amused
life is simple like the wrinkles on my skin

Oh the sound of the wind through my heart makes me glad
for all the ones that never knew my name
Oh the sound of a lover's sympathy
I had to go could not stay here
they were always out of reach from me

"Silence" Delirium feat. Sarah McLachlan

Give me release
witness me
I am outside
give me peace

Heaven holds a sense of wonder
and I wanted to believe
that I'd get caught up
when the rage in me subsides

In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe

Passion chokes the flower
'til she cries no more
possessing all the beauty
hungry still for more

Heaven holds a sense of wonder...

I can't help this longing
comfort me
I can't hold it all in
if you won't let me

Heaven holds a sense of wonder...

In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe

I have seen you
in this white wave
you are silent
you are breathing
in this white wave
I am free


It's amazing how so much can change, how so much can happen, without anything changing or happening at all. It's strange that I keep looking over my shoulder when I don't have to anymore, and realizing that I never had to in the first place. It's boxing yourself into the corner and then the walls falling away.

I feel so odd nowadays.

I guess I'm turning into someone else again... I feel very grown up for the first time in my life.

Bitterness is burning bridges that were never built. And then learning that the water is much more beautiful than a brige anyway, and if there had been a bridge there, you wouldn't have wanted to cross it.

All right. Give me my wings. I think I'm ready for them now.