An auspicious start

I got up at five this morning. Too damn early as it is.

I stood at the head of the stairs in my room, and I couldn't see anything because it was dark- and, (having lapsed into a blonde moment) I decided to stretch.

My stairs are very easy to slip on (right Anna!) and down I went, in the dark, waking everyone up. Actually only my mom came to see what was wrong. "God, what happened? Are you okay?" Yeah, now go away! Or do you want to gloat over my clumsiness as I lay sprawled here in all my glory?

Cleaned the Phone From Hell, aka the Traditions kitchen. Two years of ingrained food all over it, and after soaking the damn thing in ammonia and any other cleaning article I could get my hands on for two hours, it STILL wasn't clean.

I have to leave for karate now. I don't feel like it.

Call Kate. Call Josh. Call Big John from Pulaski. I hate communicating, sometimes.

An auspicious start

I got up at five this morning. Too damn early as it is.

I stood at the head of the stairs in my room, and I couldn't see anything because it was dark- and, (having lapsed into a blonde moment) I decided to stretch.

My stairs are very easy to slip on (right Anna!) and down I went, in the dark, waking everyone up. Actually only my mom came to see what was wrong. "God, what happened? Are you okay?" Yeah, now go away! Or do you want to gloat over my clumsiness as I lay sprawled here in all my glory?

Cleaned the Phone From Hell, aka the Traditions kitchen. Two years of ingrained food all over it, and after soaking the damn thing in ammonia and any other cleaning article I could get my hands on for two hours, it STILL wasn't clean.

I have to leave for karate now. I don't feel like it.

Call Kate. Call Josh. Call Big John from Pulaski. I hate communicating, sometimes.

(no subject)

Use only one artist: Alicia Keys

#1 male or female?

See I caught you tryin to
Check my man out
How bout explainin
What that's all about

Think you slick like I wouldn't know
But I got something for you
Doe
Mess around end up in a choke
Hold
Girl I think it's time for you to
Go
Away from my man and me
That's the way it's gonna be

#2 describe yourself.

…Alwayz got to try
No matter how long that shit take
Yeah, yeah, Uh
Whatever stops you from dreamin'
Whatever trys to stop you from livin'
Flip it…
…But I fell in prepared
You know what I'm sayin
And I'm feelin' a little more ready for the world
And less lost
As I once was…


#3 how do you feel about yourself?

Feels like the world is closin' on me
Feels like my dreams will never come to me
I keep on slippin' deeper into myself
And I'm scared, so scared

#4 how do you feel about life?

Everyday I realize that this might be the last day of my life
Walking down the street I find that I'm coming closer and closer to losing my mind
'Cause when it rains, it pours
Isn't life worth more? I don't even know what I'm hustlin' for
You've gotta do what you gotta do just to make it through
All the hard times that's going to face you

#5 what would you rather be doing?

I wanna rock wit you
No matter what we do
Wit you wit only you
I wanna rock wit you

do your thing, do your thing,
do your thing, do your thing

#6 where do you live?

Every day and night, runnin the street
I aint got no time for my shorty, thats why she gettin (wild for the night)

#7 what are some words of wisdom?

If you're troubled, you just gotta let it go
If you're worried baby, you just gotta let it go
All your hustles aint for nothing, you just gotta take it slow
When you need me baby, all you do is let it go


That's an interesting survey-thingy. Hmm.

(no subject)

Use only one artist: Alicia Keys

#1 male or female?

See I caught you tryin to
Check my man out
How bout explainin
What that's all about

Think you slick like I wouldn't know
But I got something for you
Doe
Mess around end up in a choke
Hold
Girl I think it's time for you to
Go
Away from my man and me
That's the way it's gonna be

#2 describe yourself.

…Alwayz got to try
No matter how long that shit take
Yeah, yeah, Uh
Whatever stops you from dreamin'
Whatever trys to stop you from livin'
Flip it…
…But I fell in prepared
You know what I'm sayin
And I'm feelin' a little more ready for the world
And less lost
As I once was…


#3 how do you feel about yourself?

Feels like the world is closin' on me
Feels like my dreams will never come to me
I keep on slippin' deeper into myself
And I'm scared, so scared

#4 how do you feel about life?

Everyday I realize that this might be the last day of my life
Walking down the street I find that I'm coming closer and closer to losing my mind
'Cause when it rains, it pours
Isn't life worth more? I don't even know what I'm hustlin' for
You've gotta do what you gotta do just to make it through
All the hard times that's going to face you

#5 what would you rather be doing?

I wanna rock wit you
No matter what we do
Wit you wit only you
I wanna rock wit you

do your thing, do your thing,
do your thing, do your thing

#6 where do you live?

Every day and night, runnin the street
I aint got no time for my shorty, thats why she gettin (wild for the night)

#7 what are some words of wisdom?

If you're troubled, you just gotta let it go
If you're worried baby, you just gotta let it go
All your hustles aint for nothing, you just gotta take it slow
When you need me baby, all you do is let it go


That's an interesting survey-thingy. Hmm.

quizzes

find your queer
as folk personality!

I got this from Anna's journal... I've never seen the show, but it's all good.

This is sad. This is pathetic.

I'm waaaaaaaaaay too nuts about these quiz things. But what can I say? I like to laugh.

What LoTR Character Are You?

You are most like Galadriel. There's just something about you that people like. A sort of aura. You're very kind to people, and you like to help others succeed. You're not as candid as most people would like. You don't have to share your deepest darkest secrets, but be more honest about things! You're more mature than most people your age, so don't worry!

woo... surprise.



:: gasp! :: surprise again!

Survey Says:
I WANT - my skates dammit.
I HAVE - no life.
I REGRET - nothing.
I WISH - the world wasn't so advanced.
I LOVE - Ninjas.
I HATE - spiders.
I MISS - Alta, Tamara, and Maurice.
I FEAR - being trapped.
I HEAR - my sister laughing, over my headphones... she's loud.
I SEARCH - for purpose

LAST TIME YOU......
SMILED? just now.
CRIED? i don't cry.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? lunch- chinese food.
DANCED? earlier.
GOT HAMMERED? in arizona.
KISSED SOMEONE? arizona.
HUGGED SOMEONE? earlier.
TALKED TO AN EX? all my ex's wind up my really good friends for some reason...
LAST THING YOU READ? book- servant of the bones by anne rice, thing- a fanfic. a redundant one.
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW ON THE BIG SCREEN? LOTR.
LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED? kate.
LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED ON TV? i don't know. i don't really watch tv.
LAST SONG YOU HEARD? Aniron. again. so sue me, i like it.
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK? coke
YOU ATE? shells
HAVE A CRUSH? lance.
HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? erm. yes? i hope so... are we seeing other people for the time being?
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE? duh.
STILL LOVE HIM/HER? obviously not
READ THE NEWSPAPER? if you can call the post standard a newspaper, every day.
HAVE ANY GAY, BISEXUAL OR LESBIAN FRIENDS? yes.
BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? someone's gotta.
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER? yes.
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL? nope. i like candy drinks.
BELIEVE IN GOD? yes.
HAVE ANY SECRETS? tons and tons and tons.
HAVE ANY PETS? a cat named thor, and a clucking rabbit named militant israeli bunny lance, after tv funhouse.
GO TO OR PLAN TO GO TO UNIVERSITY? let's not go here.
HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? ears.
HAVE ANY TATTOOS? shh, my secret.
HAVE A BEST FRIEND? lots!
HAVE ANY BAD HABITS? i used to stand on pointe without toe shoes, but now that i've got em it's not a problem.
CARE ABOUT LOOKS? i brush my hair in the morning. that's it.
TRUST OTHERS EASILY? rarely.
TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN? when the mood strikes me.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Click Here To Take The Test --

So... Am I crazy or not?

This is sad. This is pathetic.

I'm waaaaaaaaaay too nuts about these quiz things. But what can I say? I like to laugh.

What LoTR Character Are You?

You are most like Galadriel. There's just something about you that people like. A sort of aura. You're very kind to people, and you like to help others succeed. You're not as candid as most people would like. You don't have to share your deepest darkest secrets, but be more honest about things! You're more mature than most people your age, so don't worry!

woo... surprise.



:: gasp! :: surprise again!

Survey Says:
I WANT - my skates dammit.
I HAVE - no life.
I REGRET - nothing.
I WISH - the world wasn't so advanced.
I LOVE - Ninjas.
I HATE - spiders.
I MISS - Alta, Tamara, and Maurice.
I FEAR - being trapped.
I HEAR - my sister laughing, over my headphones... she's loud.
I SEARCH - for purpose

LAST TIME YOU......
SMILED? just now.
CRIED? i don't cry.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? lunch- chinese food.
DANCED? earlier.
GOT HAMMERED? in arizona.
KISSED SOMEONE? arizona.
HUGGED SOMEONE? earlier.
TALKED TO AN EX? all my ex's wind up my really good friends for some reason...
LAST THING YOU READ? book- servant of the bones by anne rice, thing- a fanfic. a redundant one.
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW ON THE BIG SCREEN? LOTR.
LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED? kate.
LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED ON TV? i don't know. i don't really watch tv.
LAST SONG YOU HEARD? Aniron. again. so sue me, i like it.
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK? coke
YOU ATE? shells
HAVE A CRUSH? lance.
HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? erm. yes? i hope so... are we seeing other people for the time being?
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE? duh.
STILL LOVE HIM/HER? obviously not
READ THE NEWSPAPER? if you can call the post standard a newspaper, every day.
HAVE ANY GAY, BISEXUAL OR LESBIAN FRIENDS? yes.
BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? someone's gotta.
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER? yes.
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL? nope. i like candy drinks.
BELIEVE IN GOD? yes.
HAVE ANY SECRETS? tons and tons and tons.
HAVE ANY PETS? a cat named thor, and a clucking rabbit named militant israeli bunny lance, after tv funhouse.
GO TO OR PLAN TO GO TO UNIVERSITY? let's not go here.
HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? ears.
HAVE ANY TATTOOS? shh, my secret.
HAVE A BEST FRIEND? lots!
HAVE ANY BAD HABITS? i used to stand on pointe without toe shoes, but now that i've got em it's not a problem.
CARE ABOUT LOOKS? i brush my hair in the morning. that's it.
TRUST OTHERS EASILY? rarely.
TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN? when the mood strikes me.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Click Here To Take The Test --

So... Am I crazy or not?

BAM

I'm getting kind of tired now, so I think I'll go to bed soon. I don't really want to get off, but I have nothing to do on here.

Okay. The quizzes were cool, although the Galadriel one was unexpected and kind of hit the nail on the head, which was unnerving.

I wish it was warmer out. I'd go for a walk or something. I think I'll go visit Nana soon. It's time to go to the cemetery, too. But all the same I wish I could go for a walk someplace. It's definetly a nightrider night. Times like this I miss the canals and Arizona's balmy weather. Perfect for night runs.

BAM

I'm getting kind of tired now, so I think I'll go to bed soon. I don't really want to get off, but I have nothing to do on here.

Okay. The quizzes were cool, although the Galadriel one was unexpected and kind of hit the nail on the head, which was unnerving.

I wish it was warmer out. I'd go for a walk or something. I think I'll go visit Nana soon. It's time to go to the cemetery, too. But all the same I wish I could go for a walk someplace. It's definetly a nightrider night. Times like this I miss the canals and Arizona's balmy weather. Perfect for night runs.

Goodnight.

O môr henion i dhû...
Ely siriar, êl síla
Ai! Aníron Undomiel

Tiro! Êl eria e môr
I 'lir en êl luitha 'uren.
Ai! Aníron...

Goodnight.

O môr henion i dhû...
Ely siriar, êl síla
Ai! Aníron Undomiel

Tiro! Êl eria e môr
I 'lir en êl luitha 'uren.
Ai! Aníron...