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nirix5 ([personal profile] nirix5) wrote2003-02-25 06:23 pm

I feel like crying. I have no idea why

You know the teddy bear you had when you were little, not the one that you loved to pieces, but the extra present leftover from Christmas that you never played with? The one that got used for target practice, the occasional tea-party and/or audience fill in, or doorstop? The one that you kept around to amuse your little cousins when you babysit them, that the cat just puked on last night except you didn't find out till now and it's all gross?

Yeah. That would be me, right about now.

No reason in particular, I suppose. Work is great- I'm making widgets and googles and thingys, but I have yet to be bored. I love doing stuff like that, where my hands are busy but my mind is free to think and no one talks to me much. Of course there are only three of us working there, but I digress.

Legolas left me temporarily. He was replaced by Gollum, who followed me to the water fountain begging for cookies. I found the stupid git (Legolas, not Gollum) playing with a silicon injector that I had been using a little bit later. But I like Gollum, so that wasn't a problem.

Mater made me a Special Donut at work, with tons of chocolate icing. Yummmmmers.

I haven't read any sad books.
I haven't read any angsty fanfic.
Or listened to angsty music.
I got enough sleep
but not enough to drink.

...

A ten year old girl hit a man's car with a snowball. He went in the house, got a gun, and shot her in the head.

I hate the world sometimes.

[identity profile] jubei26.livejournal.com 2003-02-25 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
::hugges Teddybear:: It's okay, I'll clean the cat puke off of you. ::wipes puke off, realizes has puke on self, and then burns clothes, while wearing them....::


Right, so could you call me tommrow after 7 so I can find out if your coming up or not? Thankies :)

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[identity profile] nirix5.livejournal.com 2003-02-27 05:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't because I have no money.

But a thousand thank yous for cleaning off the cat puke.

[identity profile] marilita.livejournal.com 2003-02-25 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
:cuddles: The world sometimes makes you want to cry...all you can do is make it a little better. Keep hope.

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[identity profile] nirix5.livejournal.com 2003-02-27 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* you too mija. thank you.

[identity profile] northfallenstar.livejournal.com 2003-02-25 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
*huggles her guardian tightly*

You know damn it i'm gonna make you pick a aweekend that i come up to visit so i can give u a hug for real... :P

So expect me soon, and that's a threat ;)

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[identity profile] nirix5.livejournal.com 2003-02-27 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs her Light back*

Good! Threaten me! Bout damn time, lol. Come up whenever you want, yo. It'll be a blast.

*muah*

[identity profile] northfallenstar.livejournal.com 2003-02-28 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
oh i'll threaten you all I can... you're my bitch. BWAHAHAH

*cough* no seriously.... i've been doing alot of thinking... and i need your advice on it... for something different to do with my life

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[identity profile] nirix5.livejournal.com 2003-03-01 08:46 am (UTC)(link)
you know i'm here for you, babe. i AM your bitch after all. callllll meeeeee precious!

[identity profile] lordhahn.livejournal.com 2003-02-26 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Well Feather there's no reason to cry.
I know of your angst and sorrow, but now is a tim for jubilence and hapiness.
Come celebrate with me.....

[identity profile] nirix5.livejournal.com 2003-02-27 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Hmm. Did you win the lottery? What are we celebrating?

[identity profile] nirix5.livejournal.com 2003-02-27 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Hmm. Did you win the lottery? What are we celebrating?

*hugs* thank you.

[identity profile] northfallenstar.livejournal.com 2003-02-28 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
D00d! You two arent celebrating till I come up for a weekend! *Sniffle* I want in....

[identity profile] scarletwolf.livejournal.com 2003-02-26 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
*huge hugs*

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[identity profile] nirix5.livejournal.com 2003-02-27 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs back* thank you sweetie.

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[identity profile] scarletwolf.livejournal.com 2003-02-28 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
it's ok =) No need to thank me